• best vegan hazelnut choco cake
    ♡ life

    December 9

    I usually write on this blog on the very last day of the year. In the past few years I had either saved up some words and published them together, or I just let my mind let out what it needed to on that date. As I was still searching what I really wanted, because I was unsure about everything to do with this website (did I want a blog? a portfolio? what would be its focus? writing, or photography, a mix of both by posting about Lolita fashion, or maybe I could focus on vegan food, post travel adventures, perhaps a mix of all of the above, which is…

  • Vasteras 2018
    ♡ life

    Twenty years

    It’s been twenty years this year. I am taking my moment to sit and think and write. It’s a thing I do each year and I like it. So here I am again. The weather outside is atrocious. Drops of rain hitting against the window, reminding me of memories hitting when I least expect them. I always think to myself “People who haven’t lived through this, do not understand.” Grief. And the way grief hits you randomly sometimes. When the weather is too rainy, too dark, too cold outside. A specific street in Rotterdam where I don’t like to ride my bike. The road to the hospital. Memories of cycling…

  • ♡ style,  ♡ video

    video ♡ blue hair: Frozen and house hunting

    Hi sweetiecakes!!! Longggg time no see on this blog! So, here’s a video from a week ago after I went to the beach. Hope you enjoy it! If you have any experiences with having blue (or purple, or green, or whatever) hair, funny anecdotes, discrimination, names you’ve been called… Let me know! We should support each other hahaha! (⑅˃̵౪˂̵⑅) Anyway, hope to see you again soon!

  • insta1312
    ♡ adventures,  ♡ style

    instagram ♡ december 2013

    I thought it would be fun to share my instagram pictures in one place. I know it’s a bit image heavy because I took a trip to the Netherlands and Belgium and was really happy to be using instagram again, haha, so maybe that’s a sign I should do these posts a bit more often and a bit more staggered ^_^

  • 31st of December
    ♡ life

    December 31

    Hey, blog. Long time no see. I apologise in advance that this is a long read. I figured at some point I would take the time to explain what has been happening with me. In case anybody cared… but mostly for myself. I used to write a diary when I was young, and then I used to write a virtual diary when I was a little older, and I would always take the time on this stupid day, to write something. Many people do. We like to reflect back on a year. What was good, what was bad, what do we want out of the shiny promise of a new…

  • phoenix
    ♡ life,  ♡ style

    Question ☆ Tell something more about your tattoos?

    What do they mean to you/where did you get them done/random thoughts you have about them? Well, you asked, I over-delivered. This is quite long and detailed, but I hope it answers everything and if you still have more questions, don’t hesitate to ask! My first tattoo is a ‘secret’, it’s not really a big deal I just like to keep it as much to myself as possible. I got it when I was 18. As you may or may not know I have a history with self injury and depression and this tattoo is important to me because it means that I make my own choices and I make my own…